Thursday, November 30, 2006

the secret to the universe

i was really wallering in it for a few days. I had a pity party going befitting of rock stars.

then i discovered the secret to the universe: new records. fark loads of them.

the longest standing romantic relationship i've had in san francisco is with the record stores here. SF record shopping can't be beat.

on that note... special thanks to Leonard at In House. Not only is he adoreable but he knows what I like.

ditto to Guthrie at Tweekin'. Also, Nikola Batayla definitely does me right.


PS --> Every boyfriend I've had since I began DJing claims I ignore them while I play. Look... you may be gone in three months but my records don't seem to have a problem sticking around :-)

Monday, November 27, 2006

say what you mean, man

some people read between the lines... i sooo don't. although recently i had one incident where it hit me five days later what was being said.

i woke up with a pre-thanksgiving conversation fresh in my mind.

it hit me five days after the fact what he was trying to say.

here's a recommendation. say it straight. don't ask people to read between the lines... there are five-hundred interpretations of any given statement. anyone intelligent and mature knows this.

and in the process, don't put me in an impossible position, please.

i hate a good lose-lose situation.

don't worry. i'm getting off my high-horse now. and onto my sweet bianchi touring bike.

peace out.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

remember me

well, after a massive computer surgery, i'm back online at home again. It involved nuking my operating system and reinstalling the bare bones of things i needed. my lap top is now 3 years old and couldn't handle a lot of what i installed on it... let's say: oracle 9i lite, weblogic 8.1.4, jboss, jmeter, j-bippity boo.

i'm glad it's nuked i must say... now i can just reinstall things i need with new software. i think that works better than upgrading in a lot of cases.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

ok, i will do it


to the half a dozen folks who have asked me for DJ lessons. The answer is yes. Will do it.


Friday, November 17, 2006

next french president

go france

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

from my ex... tankey honey

from colbert last night. "Tomorrow you're all going to wake up in a brave new world - a world where the Constitution gets trampled by an army of terrorist clones created in a stem-cell research lab run by homosexual doctors who sterilize their instruments over burning American flags. Where tax-and-spend Democrats take all your hard-earned money and use it to buy electric cars for National Public Radio and teach evolution to illegal immigrants. Oh, and everybody's high!"

welcome back USA!!!

i've been cynical. i've been bummed. i, like every one else contemplated a move to somewheres exotic like new zealand... where recently that guy ended up in the hospital cuz they wouldn't let him take his insulin on the plane.

not necessary. we're all together now. bye bye you sucker rumsfeld.

good things are on the horizon. the insanity has stopped.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Go Virginia!!!

i have hope yet. i lived outside of DC in Northern Virginia for 15 years total... once for 6 years. another for 6 years. another 2 in southeastern va. followed by another 7. that skips marquette, michigan; taegu, korea (or don-daegu as it's pronounced in korean); angeles city, phillipines. anywhosit. if webb wins... even through blunders of allan. good!

.10 percent right now. i'll take it. put a W in the column.

my parents keep pestering me to visit. maybe i shall. a victory speech????

talented musician, crazy mo' fo' --> who's fly now beyotch?

we loves are j-boogie

awesome musician (he did the music... not the lyrics)

and crazy mo' fo'

vote! vote! vote!

Monday, November 06, 2006

new sound card

umm. hullo. current financial forecasts say i will have my new sound card in less than a month. yes indeedy. what does that mean?

look the f*ck out. i'm on fire and my next project will prove it.

i am going to start showing my face again people. i'm rearing to go. i will be bringing da' rekkids kiddies.

Sunday, November 05, 2006


i met this really cool guy. an artist. he really put it into perspective for me. what did he say? you are focusing on the wrong sh*t.

he's right. no more thinking about the past. it's onto the future. charity work. music. art. photography. of course my day gig. of course. of course.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

on lies

i've been thinking a lot about lies and why people lie recently. this has been a banner year for lies. every single date i have been on this year included a pack of lies on our first date. two dates ago lied about having kids and being married. another provided me with a phoney last name.

this wasted guy asked me out the other night. i proceed to ask him about lying. i want to see how he takes it. he responds to me that he really doesn't understand what's wrong with lying at all. e-x-a-c-t-l-y. this guy possessed no sense of right and wrong.

i even had my ex try to me convince that he was in fact cleaning... and i just didn't notice. the whole point to cleaning is noticing. the modern miracle of invisible cleaning is awessome, ey? what will those techies think of next???!!!

lies always come out in the end. then you are in trouble. because 1: person knows you lied and 2: whatever you didn't want that person to know comes out also. 3: then people are extremely upset rather than the originial kind of upset.

the mark of maturity is honesty. you are so comfortable and secure with yourself that you are open and honest about who that is. that's the guy i want to date. that's the guy i want in my life. someone kind and honest and smart. do they exist??? i believe they do. they are just harder to find.

Friday, November 03, 2006

the worst

the worst thing you can do to a victim is say that it doesn't sound like so & so....

people do things in private they wouldn't do in public. it's a fact.

it resorts to blaming the victim.

that's what enables trouble to continue.

mesa verde national park

when i drove across country in 2002, i stayed with my friend michelle in colorado springs. she recommended i hit Durango in the four corners area. i did.